11/18/24

i am in an auditorium. or maybe it's a theater. there is definitely a stage and a large crowd of people; all strangers. and strange things are happening. alanis morisette's "you oughtta know" is playing on repeat. someone is strapped down to a board and being paraded around. that someone is me. i know i should be scared or concerned or confused, but i am none of these things. i am dripping with desire. i have always wanted to go down on someone in a theater.

11/17/24

i am in my apartment where i have been living for five years, but ive never been in this particular room before. it is large and yellow, but a good yellow, not a Charlotte Perkins Gilman yellow. top floor, tons of sunlight, wood floors, luscious plants everywhere. i could never see it before now. my downstairs neighbor is moving all my furniture around, putting the best items in the newly discovered yellow room. this is your office now, they say, im gonna leave and then it's time for you to get to work. and they do. and i do.

11/16/24

we are at the dog park. my new dog and my dead dog are both there. one of them is badly injured but i cant tell which one. i lay down on the ground and command them both to eat my body, starting with the meatiest parts for fast nourishment. thighs. ass. deltoid for protein. they live. we are together forever. and i dont have to go to work anymore.